Many times we try to do things our own way instead of the way God wants us to do them. It seems to be a bit more natural to follow our own plan instead of the one God has given us. As a Christina, we need to learn to trust God more than ourselves. After all, He knows what is best for us.
God's promise to us is that he will never leave nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5). We can trust in Him.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and do not lean on your own understanding.
in all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6, NASB)